I’ve been pretty stressed the past few weeks. Earthquake in Japan (family and friends in turmoil), close ones in drama, arguing, work stress, health stress, relationships going down the tubes… etc…. dragged out over the course of a few weeks…. Turns out my libido hasn’t really been in use. In fact, for nearly 3 weeks I haven’t had ONE SINGLE erotic thought. No hardon/erection at all… not even an inclination to look at a boob. Odd enough, but hey, with all the stuff going on… I’ve had other things to concern myself with.
What happens when you don’t utilize a young male’s apparatus for 3 weeks? well… it becomes hypersensitive…..
I hook up with a girl at a nearby club. We start dancing…. bumping and grinding… the booze is hitting me… all of a sudden I realize my lack of experience in the past few weeks. Judging by the raging erection in my pants, she realizes too. She starts to get closer. I get a scent of her hair next to my cheek… she leans in, and gently cups my member…. annnnnnddddd…. I’m done.
yep. I just had a massive orgasm. In the club. In public. my grey jeans have a wet stain in the middle, as if i urinated myself, her hands are… well… Let’s just say i’m quite embarassed. she is also openly NOT amused, … quite upset. I take my leave and run home to change…
So i’m feeling maybe i could head back out there… get back on the horse, as it may….. hey, maybe i can get laid this time? Yeah right…. BIG mistake…. If i can’t last past a grope in a club… what makes me think i’d have the capacity to actually do anything beyond curl into a ball and cry like a baby?