So, generally I’m not the longest lasting battery when it comes to sex…. in fact i’d say i’m on the short end of “barely average”….
but due to various factors, like not having any orgasms in a few months… Upon having sex, recently… i finished FAR too quick. I’m talking in the 1 to 2 seconds range. I was surprised, embarassed, uncomfortable. yet still horny.
I proceeded to continue fornicating, thinking I would recover soon enough… and surely… i did. in a few minutes i was hard as a nail and ready to go again… only to ejaculate prematurely once again! this time… again… 1 to 2 seconds. this time i was even more embarassed the second go around….
She was very polite and didn’t ridicule me… we seemed to joke about it and seemed ok… but…
my nagging feeling is…. i must be really aging. my body is losing control of basic functions… and my ability to perform sexual activities is diminishing. this probably has to do with my stress levels, ability to prioritize my desires, and functionality as an adult in my own skin.
I don’t think this will be a constantly recurring thing…. however… it may be something i’ll have to watch out for. better start working on my oral sex skills.
a few years ago, when i was going through post traumatic stress disorder…. i was really unable to cum at all. I could bang and fuck for hours…. and not a orgasm in sight…. that was equally frustrating….
i’m hoping its a phase…. if not… i guess its back to therapy….
oh well… JAPAN COMING SOON! LOTS OF CHANCES TO PRACTICE THERE!