fun day today. Got done work at 1:30 pm!!!! Go back home and study! Actually pretty excited about it. Plenty of time to hit the gym tonight. Last night… my exgirlfriend called me. She sounded like something was bothering her. Which I don’t getl… why call me? Now I am just worried about her… hope she is ok. She stopped talking to me. Lied to me once… about another guy… then refused to come be with me… so I started being a jerk to her… my fault. But… I explained how much it hurt… then … well things went to hell slowly for us after that. Now she calls me out of the blue in the middle of the night… and hangs up. I call her back to see if she is ok… she says she is fine. Right. She was just… having some fun in the middle of the night with my sleeping habits. I don’t want to be a jerk to her… she deserves the best anyone can give her. She was always kind and gentle… so I have to be polite to her… but… waking me up in the middle of the night … and lying and saying… nothing is wrong???? That is not cool. Either way… I should respect her… and do as she asks… so I let it go. Now I just sit and think all day about what could she be doing and thinking about. I hope she is ok. I do miss her a lot. Its whack… cause… I don’t know exactly what to do. I don’t think I am good for her… nor she is good for me… but… I wish we could have been good for each other. Cause… I was happy with her. So yeah… I miss her. A lot. I miss waking up next to her sometimes. I miss driving at night fast… with her next to me… holding my arm… while the wind gushes through our hair blazing the highways in philly…..