much of this world i have traveled
but only you have hit me in the head like this
broke my noggin upside the cranium….
no matter what i saw of this world…
I only feel good when i smash my brains against that bar….
Blood dripping down my forehead… into my eyes… blurring my vision…
Oh how much I’ve seen this world…
To love another…
Would be impossible… even if i wanted to…
I gave so many such good fucks…
I gave it hard to them all night…
But without your love… the only way to truly feel alive…
smashing my head against this concrete….
With you life is impossible…
Without you life is horrible….
How many more do i have to fuck …
To give it to the one i love….
With you life is impossible….
Without you life is horrible…
But only smashing my head against this brick wall…
Again and again… do i feel… that you’ve truly fucked me too….