I was walking down the street last night… and walking towards me was a very tall…. very attractive woman…. this particular corner of the city was very dark… I couldn’t quite see anything more than her sillhouette…. As she walked by me… she looked at me out of the corner of her eye, and smiled…..
Then, as she passed by… a wave hit me. A wave of the scent she wore. Indeed it was a cheap perfume… Somewhat similar to perfumes common in the 1980s…. A sweet smell… with alchohol aftertaste on the second note… then a lasting clean smell on the 3rd note… followed by a HORRIBLE smell that only proved to remind you, that this smell comes from nothing heavenly… but indeed grounds you into reality and the dark earth that is part of humanity….
Immediately I had flashes…. I stopped in my steps… and couldn’t move. I stared ahead, my gaze unwavering… and the flashes came over me….
My mother… when i was a little boy…. screaming in the night in the room across every night, as various men would pound on her …. She would smoke after the sex… the drift of her perfume with tobacco would linger into my room along with the cold air…..
My first sexual partner… I was 18… I came in just 10 seconds… and laid next to her… as she smoked… i’d nestle my face in her hair to smell that same perfume….
My first love… in japan… after clubbing… we’d go home… and she’d smoke as we got ready for bed early in the morning… the smell of that perfume lingering in the air….
My first fuzoku in japan… the smell of smoke lingering above the cubicles where women pleasured men… each one being a cess-pool for that wonderful 4tone odor…..
My ex… would treat me to that smell every once in a while… I got her that perfume… to wear for me…. after sex… she would sit on the window-sill naked… and smoke her Vogue Slims… Tobacco, cold air, and that magnificent odor would whisp through the air to calm me….
last night…. This woman…. brought me the happiness of my entire life… in one smile, a gust of wind… and that magical odor…
As my eyes filled with tears of joy and longing… I gathered myself… and continued to walk home. After all… Today i have a lot of business proponents to appease at work….