yeesh… what a time… i have missed a lot of work… for various reasons.
first off… i had my neck surgery… which is shaping up just fine…. however… now i got this annoying backache. how did i get it? NO IDEA! i woke up tuesday last week… with an intense pain in my back. now it won’t go away… a week later. i am wearing those hot pads on my back… but it doesnt seem to do much. its not like a throbbing pain… its more of this annoying soreness… and sometimes tingling. i hope that doesnt mean my spinal column is giving out …. in which case i will be paralyzed….
went to hiroshima last week… met a really hot chinese girl. went and had some fun together…. now i find the email she gave me doesnt work (on purpose????) and she has yet to contact me. normally i wouldnt mind… but… my ego is low lately… and the last thing i need right now is for someone to reject me… or make me feel ugly or unattractive….