I’m missing my ex gf a lot lately. Her voice, smile, laughter. I feel so fortunate in life that I got to meet someone so beautiful and amazing. She made me laugh till tears came out of my eyes. Sure, when she had tears coming out of her eyes, I’d get turned on… But that’s just dacraphilia. I really feel like I was blessed to finally have met someone that was so loving and warm to me…I don’t think I’ve ever had a relationship where a person threw themselves with so much love and happiness and made me feel warmth. Yeah, never mind about the arguing where we got cops showing up and breaking shit.
She really was the most beautiful girl I ever met. Then there was that ladyboy call girl I met last night…..
So while I’m on my jog through Bangkok …. Something interesting. At 6pm every day… The national anthem theme song plays through the whole city. About 2 years ago there was a military takeover. So when this comes on… Everyone in the city stops what they doing… And stands and stares at the sky in silence. So naturally I kept jogging… Even though the other joggers stopped. Until a cop yelled at me and put his hand on his gun to signal that if I don’t stop…. I might get shot. So… Yeah. 6pm stand still.