No More Trials

I realize it’s not my place to ask for anything…

You know the miserable things I’ve done….

I’ve stopped asking to let me be free… i’ve stopped asking to help me….

I don’t even ask you to look out for me…..

I can’t even beg you to protect my loved ones…

But, now I’m needed…. I need to be strong… for those around me….

So I beg you today… in this prayer…. Please… stop putting trials in my way…..

I don’t ask you to protect me… let the fates decide what they may……

Just for a few months…. Let me use the strength i have for those around me….

To protect them, and help them, and care for them…

Without your random trials and challenges…..

and as for you…. devil…. you can go fuck yourself.